Um nothing to say really. Just that the IB MYP summer packets are gonna kill me.
Listening to: Op to Maria Holic Alive
Just a quick write hereEmotional MaskJust a quick write here by kawaiitokyolove
“It’s okay to cry.” These were the words spoken to me by my sister, Scarlet when I was a little kid, and would get in trouble. I was always so ashamed of crying in front of everyone else, I’d wait for night to come when everyone would be asleep, and run into her room. There I would let the tears spill down my cheek, she used to stay there with me, and calm me down until I fell asleep, my tears dampening her nightgown.
Whenever I cried, I always felt bad, bad for being weak, and bad for wasting my sister’s time. But she never saw it that way, she would tell me I was a strong girl, and that I should never be ashamed to be open about my feelings. And then I would feel better.
But those days are over, Scarlet is gone forever, she died of Typhoid fever two weeks ago. In those two weeks, I have not once left my room. Okay well, being realistic, I have, but only for food, and the bathroom. Besides that I just stay in bed, with the door closed and t
AngerLeave me alone!Anger by kawaiitokyolove
I don't want your company.
You're all just dirty two faced liars!
You don't mean anything to me.
You're words and actions are all lies.
Don't come to me with you're crap!
I'm sick and tired of it!
I don't need you're fake sympathy.
I don't want your petty comfort.
After all they're all lies!
They mean nothing to me!
I hate you all!
No one cares about anyone but themselves!
I'm engulfed by hate!
The love has disappeared.
I've lost all my faith in people.
All because of you!
You, who bought me pain and misery!
You've done enough damage already.
Leave before you do anymore.
Leave already!I hate you and I want to be alone!
|I'd describe myself as that one chick whose just plain crazy. One minute I'm emo, and the next I'm all fluffy bunny fluff. I'm alo a major vocaloid and touhou fan.|